Browsing Archive: March, 2012
Posted by BoogyVamp on Friday, March 23, 2012,
I wasn't what you wanted
You weren't what I needed
Broken down hit the ground
Falling all around
My heart's but a dead sound
It ain't easy
Picking up the broken pieces
It ain't funny
Laugh while I bleed you succeeded
I came tumbling down
Anything you wanted
I was there to give it lost what was in it
Anything you needed
I gave it all to you broke my back for you
I wasn't what you wanted
You weren't what I needed
Broken down hit the ground
Falling all around
My heart's but a dead sound
It wasn't meant to be
You an... Continue reading ...
Broken Child With Hidden Stories Untold
Posted by BoogyVamp on Friday, March 23, 2012,
Standing by the door rusty broken hinges
It's a hell-hole but it's where I last saw you
The memories haunt me things no one knew
I watched you cry said goodbye watched you die
You took your own life
Now I'm grown but it feels like yesterday
Listened to your talk of how there's better days
Believed your lies I was so young I didn't know
You'd smile kind then turn tell me you hated me so
Broken child family strife
Lit the match now watch this place burn
Go up in flames let it burn burn burn
These memories ... Continue reading ...
The Black Bird Still Flies
Posted by BoogyVamp on Friday, March 23, 2012,
Gray clouds
Rain falls
A black bird flies
So free and smooth beauty seen by the eyes
Not many recognize
Nature's beauty
Its changes are plenty
Its mystic wonder
Rumbles of thunder
Feel it through and under
Where my feet stand
On saturated land
Hold out my empty hand
To feel the drops of rain
Alone I close my eyes
Face up to the skies
Was light now heavy it pours
Washes the blood from open wounds
And as the rain lightens to a simple mist
I open my clenched fist
Open my crying eyes
Look up into the skies
And see tha... Continue reading ...
Wandering Ghost
Posted by BoogyVamp on Tuesday, March 6, 2012,
I'm a bit of a fool
I fell in love with an empty shell a ghost
I'm a bit of a sucker
I fell for your words that meant the most
It's a bit of a disappointment
That I thought we could somehow be together
It's a bit of a nuisance
Carrying my burden alone through stormy weather
There you were reeling my heart in like a fish on a hook
I fell in love with a dream a ghost I died when you took
My heart and filled my ears with curses my world shook
You killed me when you drowned my heart you never looked
Now I ro... Continue reading ...
Nothing Left of Me
Posted by BoogyVamp on Tuesday, March 6, 2012,
At the edge of the ledge I think of leaping
Mixed emotions I can't stop crying
There's nothing left of me I'm dying
All this pain inside I'm tired of fighting
Surrounded by death all that I touch dies
I can't seem to break free from this curse
Try to make things better but I make it worse
All that I love that I do it seems of no worth
At the edge of the ledge I think of leaping
Mixed emotions I can't stop crying
There's nothing left of me I'm dying
All this pain inside I'm tired of fighting
Thought I cou... Continue reading ...
Better Off Without You
Posted by BoogyVamp on Tuesday, March 6, 2012,
Some days I feel like I could lose my mind
Feeling out of place nothing makes sense
Petrified lost the trail traveling blind
My body aches every part of me tense
Jumped the fence thought you'd be there
Waiting for me on the other side you weren't
Another lie another broken promise it ain't fair
Same damn story relived crushed heart recurrent
Think it's time I stand strong and firm draw the line
Say goodbye to all my troubles leave you behind
Cuz you ain't worth my tears and I've come to realize
Baby tha... Continue reading ...