I'm afraid
I've been living in fear all my life
Afraid to live, afraid to die
Afraid to simply fade away

I don't want to die in this hell
Without feeling safe
Without feeling loved
I don't want to burn in this hell
But, I'm weakening from the flames

Hello above can you hear me
Are you even there
Goodbye restless and useless 
Guess like everyone else
You were never really there
So I'll quit pretending I'm fine
Quit living in these lies
Die a little more just to breathe 
Soon I'll be free
I'm finding me
I'm finding me
I'm finding me

I'm afraid
I've been living underneath your fingernail
Afraid to speak, afraid to fail
I've been losing myself

I don't want to die in this hell
Without feeling safe
Without feeling loved
I don't want to burn in this hell
But, I'm weakening from the flames

Hello above can you hear me
Are you even there
Goodbye restless and useless 
Guess like everyone else
You were never really there
So I'll quit pretending I'm fine
Quit living in these lies
Die a little more just to breathe 
Soon I'll be free
I'm finding me
I'm finding me
I'm finding me

Break me time after time
To the point you can't break me anymore
Fearing time after time
But you can't imprison me here anymore

I don't want to die in this hell
Without feeling safe
Without feeling loved
I don't want to burn in this hell
But, I'm weakening from the flames

Hello above can you hear me
Are you even there
Goodbye restless and useless 
Guess like everyone else
You were never really there
So I'll quit pretending I'm fine
Quit living in these lies
Die a little more just to breathe 
Soon I'll be free
I'm finding me
I'm finding me
I'm finding me

Hello above you can't hear me
You were never really there
While I was lost in the middle of nowhere
I took the time to find myself