I Need to Know
Posted by BoogyVamp on Wednesday, September 20, 2017
Hello empty casket, are you waiting for me
It's been so long since I've felt alive
I've spent my life drinking life's poison tea
Society doesn't really care if I survive
Hello judgmental world, tell me if I'm wrong
If love is supposed to cure us all
Why does the hatred go on for so long
I've never felt I mattered at all
If today ends how will you remember me
I need to know
That my existence made you smile at least
That I was good enough just being me
I need to know
I need to know
I need to know
That someone cared for me
That I mattered
Hello fake friends, who run when I'm down
Who make me feel I'm only tolerated
If only someone cared to stick around
Sometimes I feel I'm only hated
Hello fake family, who only cares for money
I guess I wasn't successful enough for you
You'll only love me if I'm somebody
That's the way the world works too
If today ends how will you remember me
I need to know
That my existence made you smile at least
That I was good enough just being me
I need to know
I need to know
I need to know
That someone cared for me
That I mattered
Hello God above, was I your mistake
Why give me a heart to fall apart
Why crush the loving in their wake
Why keep the faithful in the dark
Hello God above, save our rejected souls
Never ever really feeling whole
Everyone keeps letting go
I just need to know
If today ends how will you remember me
I need to know
That my existence made you smile at least
That I was good enough being me
I need to know
I need to know
I need to know
That someone cared for me
That I mattered