Memories, looking back are such a waste
How did I get here and why did I let myself believe
That I'd be found, somehow be seen, oh it hurts bitter taste
What's the use of fighting, there's no love for me to receive

And I know a fight's never over till a battle's won
But I'm tired and I can't handle anymore damage to my heart
About to explode holding it all in trying to forget the evil that's been done
I don't wanna feel but I feel and it's digging in me slowly falling apart

I wanna be strong but I've fallen weak and I can't breathe
Down to the ground falling hard already know no one's catching me
Maybe it's the time I have to let go and realize enough is enough
Brace for the impact of the pavement I'm no longer tough

I've always been easily forgotten misplaced pushed into the shadows
I've heard the lies the broken promises more times than I can count
If I walked away, disappeared no one would care and I already know
That I'm alone have been even the love I give is never the perfect amount

And I've searched and I've given all the love I have in me so no soul would ever
Would ever have to feel the pain and emptiness like I have like I do
But I still don't seem to matter exist into anyone's heart feels like never
Feels like I'm stranded in the middle of nowhere and I wanna hear I love you

I wanna be strong but I've fallen weak and I can't breathe
Down to the ground falling hard already know no one's catching me
Maybe it's the time I have to let go and realize enough is enough
Brace for the impact of the pavement I'm no longer tough

So here I go, say goodbye but no one hears me, didn't think they would
Yet I hoped someone would stop me, that I'd be worth their open hand
But I was wrong why would today be any different, did all I could
But I'm never enough a worthless mistake wishing they never had

Hurt, hurt all I ever wanted was love never asked for anything more
Lose, lose is what I feel like watching from behind as everyone get's love
Is there something wrong with me to where in my face you slam the door
Crying myself to sleep asking God was I a mistake from above

I wanna be strong but I've fallen weak and I can't breathe
Down to the ground falling hard already know no one's catching me
Maybe it's the time to let go and realize enough is enough
Brace for the impact of the pavement I'm no longer tough

I keep hoping and praying God to lead me to fate and I would know
How love feels how being worth being took into loving arms feeling home
But I'm thinking it doesn't exist for me losing hope and my inner glow
No one ever seems to look my way for more than a minute feel so alone

Don't feel beautiful, don't feel smart and I don't think anyone cares to touch
Inside and out they look away avoid me till they wanna use me
Then throw me away like I'm nothing at all oh how it hurts so much
And I never wanted or asked for anything at all just to love me

I wanna be strong but I've fallen weak and I can't breathe
Down to the ground falling hard already know no one's catching me
Maybe it's the time to let go and realize enough is enough
Brace for the impact of the pavement I'm no longer tough

I've fallen weak
No longer tough
Here comes the impact of the pavement