Numb
Posted by BoogyVamp on Wednesday, September 23, 2015
Another sunrise and I'm still lost in thought
Another day where I'm barely breathing
Another season passing and I'm still caught
Tangled in endless thread sewing broken open wounds
Fighting but I'm caving
Trying but I'm losing
In all these tears that keeps dripping my eyes
My heart won't stop beating
Yet it continues breaking
If I will it will I go numb
Turn it off turn it off
All this pain let it turn me numb
Turn it off turn it off
Let me go numb
I don't wanna feel again
Another sunset another day still feeling lost
Another day of bowing and being used
Another evening wishing I'd been strong
But I'm not as strong as the world claims I should be
Fighting but I'm caving
Trying but I'm losing
In all these tears that keeps dripping my eyes
My heart won't stop beating
Yet it continues breaking
If I will it will I go numb
Turn it off turn it off
All this pain let it turn me numb
Turn it off turn it off
Let me go numb
I don't wanna feel again
Another day here I go hiding my truth
Another night where I'm slowly dying
Another sleepless night I'm crying
Just to feel alive in a world who runs from the broken
Just let me go numb
Numb to survive
Fighting but I'm caving
Trying but I'm losing
In all these tears that keeps dripping my eyes
My heart won't stop beating
Yet it continues breaking
If I will it will I go numb
Turn it off turn it off
All this pain let it turn me numb
Turn it off turn it off
Let me go numb
I don't wanna feel again
Fighting so damn hard
But I keep losing
Oh keep running standing tall
Damn all to hell when I fall
Turn it off turn it off
Fighting but I'm caving
Trying but I'm losing
In all these tears that keeps dripping my eyes
My heart won't stop beating
Yet it continues breaking
If I will it will I go numb
Turn it off turn it off
All this pain let it turn me numb
Turn it off turn it off
Let me go numb
I don't wanna feel again