Riding The Boogy Oogy Train Of Life


Ready for War

March 3, 2019
Break my bones
Contort me into your physical expectations
Does it make you happy
To of had me as a perfect clone
Cut off my conversations
Sentence me to damnation
Beat me down until I've lost me
Make me believe I'm alone

When the blood hits the wall
The devil will come to me
When I've believed I've failed it all
When I feel God doesn't hear my call
He will come to me
Only to watch me fall

Now that I've hit the ground 
There's no deeper I can go
I will find a way out
Pick myself up and go
I've prepared for this battle 
Now that I'm standing here
There's no bravery without fear
I'm ready for the war

I'm ready for battle
I'm ready for war
I'm ready for battle 
I've come to fight the war
I'm ready for battle 
I feel it in my core
The devil can't have me
Nor can you anymore 
I'm here to win the war

You can cut off my air supply
But my passion still breathes
Take everything that makes me feel alive
But my heart still believes
That love is a beast that survives
Even though I still bleed
And while I watch my old self grieve
My rebirthed self has found a will to fight

Now that I've hit the ground 
There's no deeper I can go
I will find a way out
Pick myself up and go
I've prepared for this battle 
Now that I'm standing here
There's no bravery without fear
I'm ready for the war

I'm ready for battle
I'm ready for war
I'm ready for battle 
I've come to fight the war
I'm ready for battle 
I feel it in my core
The devil can't have me
Nor can you anymore 
I'm here to fight this war

I'm still here
Broken but alive, ready to fight

When the blood hits the wall
The devil will come to me
When I've believed I've failed it all
When I feel God doesn't hear my call
He will come to me
Only to watch me fall

Now that I've hit the ground 
There's no deeper I can go
I will find a way out
Pick myself up and go
I've prepared for this battle 
Now that I'm standing here
There's no bravery without fear
I'm ready for the war

I'm ready for battle
I'm ready for war
I'm ready for battle 
I've come to fight the war
I'm ready for battle 
I feel it in my core
The devil can't have me
Nor can you anymore 
I'm here to fight this war

I'm here to win this war
 

Balloon in the Sky

March 1, 2019
There's a balloon in the sky
It's hope taking flight
When nothing's going right
Just grab on, hold tight
Let it take you high
Leave your troubles behind 
Fly with the balloon in the sky
It'll be alright 

Funny how the world spins
A million heartbreaks still pushing ahead
A million thoughts running in everyone's head
And when the lights dim
How many are lonely in their beds
Just taking it all in
Feeling they'll never win
Believing they're hopeless like they're already dead
Don't let the whispers cloud your he...

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Blame is on Me

January 27, 2019

If I disappeared
Would it make you happy
If I emptied my breath
It'd be easy to forget me
My presence has made it clear
My residence was the mistake I feared 

It's as if this storm was never meant to pass
All the things I've felt inside have shattered like glass
How did it come to this, I've fought for so long
I blame myself for all that went wrong
So I'll burn here at the stake 
While everything breaks

I was blinded by the greed of my heart
While my miseries tore me apart
I blame myself for never being en...


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A War of Fire and Ice

January 14, 2019

I feel winter on my skin
The ice on my bones
I feel the coldness within
As I take the throne
I've come to win
Build warriors of stone
We die before we live
I've learned and I've grown

The fire leaps to burn
The souls made into ice
The ice takes its turn
A war of fire and ice
Watch the cities go down
While the warriors claim the grounds
A war of fire and ice
Vengeance will take us down

Innocence won't be spared
As if anyone could care
Watch the cities burn
Do we ever learn
And when the war i...


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Ungodly Place

December 22, 2018

Hear me now, hear my prayer

Are you there, are you really there

Are the stories, your stories full of lies

Are you real, or am I wasted in unheard cries


I'm losing myself in the forbidden forest

(The Lord is my shepherd-)

Running to catch up to you

(- I shall not want-)

All I've found here is the darkness

(- He maketh me to lie down in green pastures-)

And I'm losing my faith in finding you

(- He leadeth me beside still waters-)

Do you hear all the broken calls

Because you don't speak at all


Falling in a ...


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Sinister Land

December 11, 2018

Silence while the shadows speak
Singing their lullaby all the while I sleep
It's the comfort in their sinister hold
It's as if I am theirs to bleed
Bleeding out into the cold
Here I am losing control

I don't mind, won't you take me
Into your sinister land
All the while the world breaks me
Just hold out your hand
Here I am, come and take me
Into your sinister land
All the while the world forgets me
Take me here where I stand

Darkness comes to tuck me in
Holding me as the nightmares begin
It's ...


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I Will Rise

December 11, 2018

Here's the rest of my heart
Watch the pieces fall through your fingers
I knew we'd never get far
Your foul superior still lingers
And here I'm lost where to start
These years have taken me apart
I'm starting to see myself clearer
I won't be branded inferior

Hold me down till my bones crack a new breath
I don't trust anyone to love me anymore
I won't fear the wars that sentence my death
I won't breathe for you anymore
Bury me down
Bury me down
Watch me rise
I will rise
Bury me down
Bury me ...


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How Darkness Feels

November 16, 2018
There's a demon at the door
Waiting to come in
As I'm lying here on the floor
There's no fear within 

Oh
This is unfortunate, don't you think
How the waves of my insanity leak
This is how darkness feels 
I'm keeping it real

Dig my roots into the concrete 
So my feet will stay in place
While the hurricane of my thoughts 
Try to win the race
Heartache isn't sweet 
Oh, watch the vines that creep 
This is how darkness feels
I'm keeping it real

There's a flood in the hall
Streaming its way in
Leaking through the wal...

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Going Under

November 13, 2018
The words are echoing in my head
My imperfections getting the best of me
All the lies told, things that are said
Have left me here struggling to believe

I'm going under, under
I'm going under, under
I've carried this emptiness for so long
Grasping for a love that was never mine
Stitching up these wounds, I'm almost gone
I'm bleeding, bleeding out as if I've already died
I'm going under
Going under, under
Going under, under
Under, under

A broken mirror never reflects the same
I've cut myself gluing back the ...

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Judgment

November 6, 2018
Maybe you should hold your tongue
Until you listen to one's journey 
So easily to judge 
Never letting a word in

Maybe you should close your eyes
Until you see more than black and white
So easily to despise
Without a reason why

Tell me why you think you're perfect
Why you kick while someone's down
Demanding respect
Stroking your crown 

There goes judgment
The look in those eyes
There goes hatred
Out of the mouth that lies

Keep on climbing up the stairs of hatred
Keep throwing judgment like an act of God
We all...

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About Me


Teresa I have a love for writing and reading. I created this website to share what goes on in this strange mind of mine and to express. I'm inspired by the imperfections in our world as those imperfections in humanity and life are what's real and true as well as beautiful. We all have our ups and downs and no matter how young or old we are, rich, poor, where we come from, our hearts beat the same and I think we all are on the same boat of striving for our dreams, love, happiness and hopefully compassion for one another. Thanks for visiting.

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