Riding The Boogy Oogy Train Of Life


Illusion

August 29, 2019
Funny little heart
Could easily be torn apart
But that's an inevitable fate
Floating in a delusional state

My mind is an endless train ride
Traveling the touristless cities inside
Some places hold no visible light
Every other place shows a bird in flight 

Come take a ride on the train of illusions
Inside the depths of my twisted mind
I guarantee you'll be left in confusion
You might even think me unkind
Question my sanity, sanity
I'm a little crazy, crazy
Lost in my fantasies, fantasies
Craving someone to love me, love me
My mind is an illusion, illusion
Come and take a ride, take a ride
On the train of illusions 

Crazy little mind
Hoping I could find
Love inside this flaming hell
Freaky little mind can't you tell

My mind is an endless train ride
Traveling the touristless cities inside
Some places hold no visible light
Every other place shows a bird in flight 

Come take a ride on the train of illusions
Inside the depths of my twisted mind
I guarantee you'll be left in confusion
You might even think me unkind
Question my sanity, sanity
I'm a little crazy, crazy
Lost in my fantasies, fantasies
Craving someone to love me, love me
My mind is an illusion, illusion
Come and take a ride, take a ride
On the train of illusions 

Buckle your seatbelts 
Get ready to sink and melt
In all my passion gone to hell
Craving guidance in a spell

My mind is an endless train ride
Traveling the touristless cities inside
Some places hold no visible light
Every other place shows a bird in flight 

Come take a ride on the train of illusions
Inside the depths of my twisted mind
I guarantee you'll be left in confusion
You might even think me unkind
Question my sanity, sanity
I'm a little crazy, crazy
Lost in my fantasies, fantasies
Craving someone to love me, love me
My mind is an illusion, illusion
Come and take a ride, take a ride
On the train of illusions 

Welcome to my hell
My mind of confusion
A circus of illusion
Can't you tell

My mind is an endless train ride
Traveling the touristless cities inside
Some places hold no visible light
Every other place shows a bird in flight 

Come take a ride on the train of illusions
Inside the depths of my twisted mind
I guarantee you'll be left in confusion
You might even think me unkind
Question my sanity, sanity
I'm a little crazy, crazy
Lost in my fantasies, fantasies
Craving someone to love me, love me
My mind is an illusion, illusion
Come and take a ride, take a ride
On the train of illusions 

Welcome to the confusion 
Funhouse illusion
 

Always You

August 29, 2019
Turn the lights out
Don't think
Turn the radio off
Don't listen
I don't want to be reminded of you
I don't want to feel myself falling for you

Close my eyes
Drift away
Don't question why
He's always on my mind
I don't want to be reminded of you
I don't want to feel myself falling for you

Drink some more wine
Go numb
Try to ease the mind
Don't think
I don't want to be reminded of you
I don't want to feel myself falling for you 

Cause you drift my mind like a lullaby
Soothing my soul like a heavenly light
And I'm ...

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Dance in the Rain

August 29, 2019
The clouds are darkening across the sky
The sounds of thunder in the distance 
I'll wait for the rain and I'll close my eyes
Wait for it to pour so I can finally dance

Let the rain wash the residue of the day
Let it kiss my skin like a newfound lover
Let the storms take me far away
To all the places I've yet to discover 

I want to dance
Dance with the rain
For when I can't 
Keep my thoughts of you at bay
I'll ask the storms to take me away
I want to dance 
Dance with the rain
Pretend it's you
Taking me with ...

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Believing

August 29, 2019
Why make things so complicated
These sunken hearts were never anticipated
Again dragging your feet across the linoleum foor
Pleading to a god you don't believe in anymore 
You found distractions in the outside world
While the weight of your burdens were making you sore
Carrying more than your back was meant for
You've become a goodwill donation

The levees are about to burst
The storms of life are taking you down
You can't swim so you're gonna drown
You haven't made it this far to die

You are braver than ...

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Hope I Make You Proud

August 24, 2019

It's the sunrise in the sky
That makes me find my smile
Remembering the good times
Keeps me going for awhile

Do you visit me down here
From your perfect heaven
I miss the laughter I used to hear
The wise words in my ear

I keep trying to be
Someone who makes you proud
I wish you were still around
I just want to make you proud
Do I make you proud
Of me

Our family was a disfunction
But you never left me out
Never saw me as a malfunction
Guided me through my self doubt

And I wish you were stil...


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Everything

August 22, 2019
I wish I could tell you
Everything
I wish I could answer 
Everything 
But I'm just as confused as you
And I'm not sure what to do

I've tried to contemplate in the rain
All the wrong decisions I've made
I wish I knew how to say it all
Instead I close myself in the silence of the hall

Broken and bleeding on the floor
Heart pounding receding once more
I'm a little clouded in my core
Raging like the ocean waves once more

I wish I could explain
Everything
I wish you could hear
Everything 
But I'm just as departed a...

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Her Getaway

August 22, 2019
She was 15 when you took her away
Thought she was freed until your hand struck 
Stayed in place believing there's no other way
Kept her restrained within your family
Until she lost every part that was her
But she's older now and she's wiser now
And even though you've calmed yourself
She's still there blaming herself 
For all of the shit you put her through
She'll never be free until she frees herself

 You think you know her don't you
Thinking she'll stay within the cage you caged her in
But you don't kno...

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He Sings

August 22, 2019
Run your fingers across the piano keys
Play me a song that sets my soul at ease
While I let the alcohol numb this pain
Cuz it feels like it always rains

Sing me a song about the river's end
How the trees are dancing with the wind
And the moonlight continues listening
Play me a song that reaches me within

He sings
Down by the river
Sat a lonely flower
Just beggin' pleading love
Sipping a drink gone sour
Underneath the moonlight 
She pleads let me be alright
Thirsty little flower
Weeping on dancing trees in th...

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All We Need is Love

August 22, 2019
I don't need a fancy car to enjoy the ride
Don't need a big house to feel good inside
Just take my hand in yours and I'll be alright
Turn on the radio and we'll dance through the night

All we need is love
Because that's the only thing we take when we die
All we need is love
Because the world continues to crumble on the side 
All we need is love
That's the only thing that feels so right
All we need is love
Nothing else matters alright

I don't need shades of makeup to feel youthful
Don't need fancy clothes ...

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A Little Closer

August 22, 2019
Hey there, baby tell me what's on your mind
Come a little closer I promise I'll be kind
You don't have to hide yourself from me
Cuz baby it's the real you that I want to see

Come a little closer, come be free with me
We're all a little broken, and that's ok with me
We'll sing the blues until our tears run dry
Dance a little weird until we laugh so hard we cry
Tell each other stupid jokes until we no longer bleed
Just come a little closer, a little closer to me
Come a little closer, baby come closer to ...

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About Me


Teresa I have a love for writing and reading. I created this website to share what goes on in this strange mind of mine and to express. I'm inspired by the imperfections in our world as those imperfections in humanity and life are what's real and true as well as beautiful. We all have our ups and downs and no matter how young or old we are, rich, poor, where we come from, our hearts beat the same and I think we all are on the same boat of striving for our dreams, love, happiness and hopefully compassion for one another. Thanks for visiting.

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