What have I done with this life of mine
Think I've lost the time drinking too much wine
Drunk by the night so I can hide

Smile you stupid girl
Pretend you're fine, stupid girl
Till you get home 
And you're only friend is alcohol 
Drink until you don't feel at all
Drink until you fall asleep 
Maybe this time your demons will forget to weep

What has become of this beating heart
Think it may die soon
Cuz what's the use
When no one's gonna love this broken heart

Smile you stupid girl
Pretend you're fine, stupid girl
Till you get home 
And you're only friend is alcohol 
Drink until you don't feel at all
Drink until you fall asleep 
Maybe this time your demons will forget to weep

It's a fucked up world when all you wanted 
Was to be loved
To be enough, to be wanted
Only they push you aside, oh too much to love

The drink is the only friend there
I'll refill the wine bottle with tears
Tell it my fears
Wishing someone was near
Wishing an ear cared to hear

Oh you fucked up stupid girl

 Smile you stupid girl
Pretend you're fine stupid girl
Till you get home 
And you're only friend is alcohol 
Drink until you don't feel at all
Drink until you fall asleep 
Maybe this time your demons will forget to weep

And your only friend is alcohol