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Evening mood shift 🤷‍♀️

August 2, 2021

  Today was a good day. Worked inside 1st half of the day then outside the 2nd half.

   Only dealt with a couple of assholes, but hey, comes with the job and I've dealt with worse people, so good day overall, no complaints.

   Evening is going ok. Bored, tired of smelling cat farts at the moment 😐 and it's like babysitting 2 toddlers that keeps trying to get to the hamster cage as well as the window shade while my daughter's gone.

   Kinda starting to feel meh, just bored as fuck and tired of this apartment. 

   Did some writing last night. Didn't sleep much, tried, but couldn't. Eh 🤷‍♀️ nothing new there, I know eventually I'll sleep and hopefully I'll be too tired to dream.

   At least I don't have to be in at the crack of dawn, but then again, I'd rather go in early so I can get off early. I hate closing, sucks ass.

   Tomorrow's supposed to rain. Like we really need more rain 🙄, which means work's probably gonna be slow and draggy and looooong. 

Can I just put an "Out of Order"sign on my forehead tomorrow and call it a day?...

   Boy, my mood this evening is not uplifting at all. Kinda don't feel like smiling anymore.

   Ah whatever, it'll pass. Think I'll just chill and hope King Kong nextdoor chills the fuck out and the cats stop farting and go to sleep and maybe find something to watch if my hotspot decides to cooperate and if not, just let my mind wander wherever it goes. 🤷‍♀️.

   Enough chatter.

   Until next time, smile for me... 

 

Evening chat

August 1, 2021

  Today was a good day, went by pretty fast which was good cuz meant work went by fast.

   Was a good day as didn't have to deal with any assholes, so that was nice and after my lunch I got to enjoy working an area I like better, so good day.

   My evening is going ok, except for the rowdy neighbors. I swear it sounds like King Kong chasing a herd of antelope up and down their stairs at times and this drilling noise I hear every now and then has me questioning what the hell they're drilling at....


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Today was a good day

July 31, 2021

  Today feels like it went by quickly. It was a good day. Spent time with my children who came to visit and enjoyed the day.

   Hoping to get to see and wrap my arms around the love of my life tonight, that would make my day complete

   Welcomed a new edition to the fur fam, a little hamster my eldest son's girlfriend gave to my daughter. Her cats are curious as ever to the little furry fat plush with beady lil eyes as one would expect them to be, lol.

   My youngest son spent the night and we h...


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Tryna keep a positive mindset

July 29, 2021

  Didn't really wanna fall asleep last night, but I did around 4 something this morning. I didn't want to dream.

    Past few nights my dreams have been horrid and I know they're just dreams, but the vividness of them, I'd rather go without sleep.

   I'm not sure what the day ahead holds, but I'm trying to stay focused on the positive even though I'm just not feeling my best at the moment. I'm just feeling down and I hate the feeling...

   I was bored as hell yesterday and last night, walked aro...


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Eh 🤷‍♀️, tomorrow's a new day...

July 28, 2021
   Today's been a good day I guess. Kept myself busy being productive, cleaned my apartment and organized to keep my mind occupied.
   Didn't sleep well last night. Nothing new, but dreams were haunting last night, vividly haunting and I woke clutching my pillow and I don't think I've really cried in a long while like I did when I woke from those dreams. One in particular...
   I don't live in the past, but the past can haunt sometimes with the memories and sometimes you just gotta let it roll ...

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Hurry up work day!

July 20, 2021
   I think I've lost count on how many days it's rained now. Feels like it's been months instead of weeks. 
   🙄 "Yea, you pudgy clouded sky, you can quit now, we've had more than enough."
   Silliness 🤷‍♀️ lol.
   Work hasn't been that bad today, just draggy, blah kinda day where you're wishing the time would go by faster, but instead it's slower than grandma Betsy with alzheimers and no legs tryna make it across the parking lot trying to remember where she's going or why the hell s...

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Guess I'm in writing mode today 🤷‍♀️

July 14, 2021

  Hmm, twice in one day, guess I'm just in a writing mood today. 🤷‍♀️

   Got some things done today, so I was a bit productive. But my mind won't shut up, as usual.

   Today would of been one of those days where I would of called up my good friend for a day of chillin and some laughter as well as to get my mind of some things, but she moved recently which sucked and I miss her goofy ass.

   Besides my boyfriend, she was the only other person I chilled with as like I mentioned, I don't r...


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HUMP DAAAY!

July 14, 2021

  So many things are going through my mind at the moment...

Ah yes, the turn of the hamster wheel squeaking along, when it stops, nobody knows...

   I think of weird shit then thoughts about life. It's been kind of a mix so far today.

   And I've also got the random sound between my thoughts of, "HUMP DAAAY!" going off in the back of my mind thanks to my boyfriend this morning, lol, I love him, always got me smiling...

   I'm never gonna put personal things public, but I'm in my thoughts on how t...


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Be-gone rain!

July 11, 2021

  I'm so tired of rain. I know I always say I love the rain, but every damn day for almost a month, fuck that.

   Dreary day. Didn't sleep hardly, nothing new on that, but the hamster wheel was spinning along with what I think is sciatica pain. Sucks a pair of unwashed molded saggy crinkled balls.

   My day's not really going that well either which sucks. Just one of those days. 🤷‍♀️

   Even though I'm sick and tired of the rain, if I didn't have work, I'd probably take a stroll in it, ...


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Exhausted, c'mon coffee

July 2, 2021
   In my thoughts this morning. Have been all night, or pretty much since early morning. 
I'm exhausted not getting any sleep at all the night before and only about an hour this morning and I have a full day through the late evening of work ahead of me.
   I'm not looking forward to my day to be honest. I'm not in the mood for customers. And coming home to some things late last night/this morning that has my thoughts on it's hamster wheel just has me not prepared for the day.
   I'm exhausted an...

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