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Self worth

Posted by BoogyVamp on Wednesday, July 29, 2020,

  Have you ever sat and listened to multiple motivational videos or podcasts for inspiration? I enjoy listening to them and watching them because even though we can be empowered ourselves, I find there is always something new to learn and be empowered by others P.O.V.

   There's a quote I really liked, 

   "We would rather stay in a comfortable pain than go seek an unfamiliar peace."

   It's true a lot of times because we do get so comfortable in that cycle that we keep ourselves from moving for...


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Insomnia

Posted by BoogyVamp on Wednesday, July 29, 2020,

  I guess it's another sleepless night with my eyes heavy yet can't seem to close. Insomnia sucks ass, but it is what it is, I'll work with it.

   Poured a few glasses of wine hoping it would help me relax enough to sleep. Lol, not much help tonight. I'm awake probably for the next 24 hours being work is early morning till evening.

   My mind is crowded with thoughts. I love the night though and I'm somewhat tempted to just drive around for a few hours with the music playing loud. 

   There's ju...


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Progression

Posted by BoogyVamp on Tuesday, July 28, 2020,

...Progression, the art of moving forward...

   Baby steps taken end up to become big steps in the long run. 

   Finally a call to an appointment I've been waiting for for the positive progression in my life. I've been patient yet persistent to get shit done. You have to be in life with whatever it is. You can't rush, but you can't sit around either.

   I feel like all areas of my life are heading towards a brighter path, I just feel it. Although sometimes I can get discouraged, we're only human...


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Randomness

Posted by BoogyVamp on Monday, July 27, 2020,

  Affirmations are an encouragement you give to yourself. To start your day off and end your day with yourself and positive encouragement. This is one I tell myself each day.

  I cut all ties that bind me to negative thoughts, feelings and people. I'm mine and I'm free!

   Another is,

   I am worthy of love, friendship and beauty. I let no one hold me down nor chase anyone for their company. My time and my heart are valuable and I will not settle for less than my worth.

   It may sound silly to s...


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And I wonder...

Posted by BoogyVamp on Sunday, July 26, 2020,

     There's a peek of the crescent amongst the clouds tonight. 

   My thoughts are running like the wine emptying from my glass, the taste lovely as the night. 

   The grass beneath my bare feet, the earth kissing my feet and all I wanna do is lose myself in its essence, yet there's somewhat of a departure as life moves forward and all I want to do is smile and make others smile. And all I want to do is love...and to be loved.

   So I stand here asking the moon to help me breathe, to hold me cl...


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Find the beauty in your days.

Posted by BoogyVamp on Wednesday, July 22, 2020,

   Sometimes you really don't need words to feel the beauty and just be grateful.

   Today I feel grateful for everything and everyone in my life who makes me smile, who cares and loves me. I don't need a million dollars to feel like the richest person on earth, love, smiles, compassion, kindness and embracing those I care about most and feeling their embrace makes me feel like the richest person in the world.

  I am so truly grateful for the little things that are indeed grand. Like a warm hug...


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Kindness & gratefulness.

Posted by BoogyVamp on Tuesday, July 21, 2020,

  The simplest things are the most grand, the most beautiful. The more I experience life, the more I am grateful for every little thing. You have to be. You can't live life in dismiss, if that's the right word to say. It's so easy to let our focus go onto what we don't have, but it's important to refocus on what we do have and what's even more important is, it's not of what we do have in "things", but in what we have in people, within ourselves, love and compassion not just for others, but fo...


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Be kind...

Posted by BoogyVamp on Monday, July 13, 2020,

   The roads ahead of us isn't always paved. A lot of times it's dirt and potholes, rocky and unstable. But I like those roads. I don't want a paved road all the time. I like to know that the shittier the roads I've traveled and made it through has built me up.
   You see, if the roads are always paved, you never truly appreciate the journey or the drive.
   I know it's silly to compare life to roads and driving, but it's similar in a sense. If life is good all the time, we can't really under...


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Random thoughts

Posted by BoogyVamp on Saturday, July 11, 2020,
   Summer heat sucks gnarly ass. There's two things I don't like, the heat and the cold. I like Spring when the flowers start to bloom and it's cool out, but I think my favorite season is Autumn. I love the feeling of the breeze and although you can't see it in the south, I love the vibrant colors of autumn leaves. I've seen it as a young kid when I lived in Tennessee, but I don't remember it clearly. 
   I love trees, willow being my favorite and then oak and I love Spanish moss trees as ther...

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Coffee with the birds...

Posted by BoogyVamp on Friday, July 10, 2020,
   Early morning coffee with the birds and squirrels...
I couldn't sleep, but what's new. As usual my thoughts took over. Funny how the mind works. You can overthink things and situations that aren't as complex, then think of random shit that makes no sense at all. If only there was a mute button I could push at times.
   I love birds, they're so pure and free as are many animals in nature. They don't need permission to fly, they just fly. You ever just lay on the ground and stare up at the sky...

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Lunch time thoughts

Posted by BoogyVamp on Wednesday, July 8, 2020,

It's those days that feel like they drag, like a snail slowly inching along. But on the positive, having a cool goofy coworker makes the day better. Makes the day pass a little faster being goofy along with my coworker. I appreciate how awesome she is. I appreciate all the awesome people currently in my life.
   Lunch time is usually nice, like today, I always enjoy spending it outdoors, under the trees and sky. I enjoy finding shapes in the clouds. Looking up at what looks like a whale leap...


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To feel the rain.

Posted by BoogyVamp on Tuesday, July 7, 2020,

   The sun is shining, but I don't care to feel it today. I want the rain, I welcome it along with the thunder. I'm craving to sit in it & close my eyes as I listen to its flow & feel its rundown on my skin, soaking me to the bone.
   I like the sun, but I've never been much for it. But the rain, the thunderstorms, it is a beauty of its own.
   You see, the rain isn't the sunshine nor is it the darkness, it is the in-between, the middle of darkness and light. The rain can be sad, yet it can ...


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Morning thoughts

Posted by BoogyVamp on Monday, July 6, 2020,
Sometimes sleep is a distant friend. You love it, but it lingers in the distance; close enough for you to slumber slightly, far enough for you to wake sooner than desired.
   Do you ever wake early on your days off from work and just think about life-what the day may hold? Sure we can have plans or no plans at all, but in that moment, the days hasn't begun and you have no idea what the day may bring.
   I think about days before when I woke up unaware of what was to come then think about how th...

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Introduction/ 1st Post

Posted by BoogyVamp on Sunday, July 5, 2020,
So this is my 1st entry in this section. I don't know why I felt like creating another blog page, but I've been thinking about it for a while. 
  I'm not really one to share too much, so no, I won't really go into depths with life, but more as just sharing my thoughts. I think many of us can relate to things at times and at other times not so much, but that's the beauty in our unique human forms. We're different in so many ways yet alike in other ways.
   I'm probably not going to post daily in...

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