I hear the howling in the night
What am I 
I held my breath until I cried
Who am I
I'm just an idiot in a fucked up world
Why am I 
Here tonight 

It's so dark in this grave
I contemplated whether I should stay
I really don't think it matters
As my heart continues to shatter
In a world of hate
A broken fate

Tell me if I matter to you
Because I don't see myself anymore 
Tell me if I'm worth it to you
Because I don't know what I'm hoping for
What I'm waiting for
Who am I 
But a weirdo in disguise 

I hear the howling in the night
What am I 
I held my breath until I cried
Who am I
I'm just an idiot in a fucked up world
Why am I 
Here tonight 

It's like ice shards breaking my bones
Every time I'm left here alone
A wandering soul lost in a dome
I don't think anyone cares to know 
How hard I try to to hold on tight 
I'm a disfunctional child of the night

Tell me if I matter to you
Because I don't see myself anymore 
Tell me if I'm worth it to you
Because I don't know what I'm hoping for
What I'm waiting for
Who am I 
But a weirdo in disguise 

I hear the howling in the night
What am I 
I held my breath until I cried
Who am I
I'm just an idiot in a fucked up world
Why am I 
Here tonight 
Why am I here tonight 

Who am I 
I'm just a weirdo 
I don't think anyone cares
To know me
What am I 
But a weirdo in disguise 

Tell me if I matter to you
Because I don't see myself anymore 
Tell me if I'm worth it to you
Because I don't know what I'm hoping for
What I'm waiting for
Who am I 
But a weirdo in disguise 

I hear the howling in the night
What am I 
I held my breath until I cried
Who am I
I'm just an idiot in a fucked up world
Why am I 
Here tonight 

Tell me if I matter to you
Because I don't see myself anymore 
Tell me if I'm worth it to you
Because I don't know what I'm hoping for
What I'm waiting for
Who am I 
But a weirdo in disguise 
Tell me if I matter at all