I Wish I Was Special
Posted by BoogyVamp on Sunday, April 28, 2019
Throw me to the wolves
Watch them tear my flesh
Watch me still crawl
Healing in scars
Hold me to the flames
Let the fire burn my flesh
Watch me still crawl
Healing in scars
I wish I was special
I wish I was loved
How many times must I escape
Being buried underground
I wish I was loved
I wish I was enough
Worth a simple friend's smile
A safe home to stay awhile
Drown me in the river
In the freezing waters I'll shiver
Watch me still rise
Healing in lies
Bury me in the dirt
As my soul hurts
Watch me still rise
Healing in lies
I wish I was special
I wish I was loved
How many times must I escape
Being buried underground
I wish I was loved
I wish I was enough
Worth a simple friend's smile
A safe home to stay awhile
Take me down, but I've found
Myself fighting till I'm back on ground
Everytime
But, I wish I was special
I wish I was loved
How many times must I escape
Being buried underground
I wish I was loved
I wish I was enough
Worth a simple friend's smile
A safe home to stay awhile
Chain me to the tree
Whip me till I bleed
Watch me get free
Healing scars within me
Tell me I'm not special
That my face is dreadful
Watch me get free
Healing scars within me
I wish I was special
I wish I was loved
How many times must I escape
Being buried underground