Sometimes I stay awake all night
Staring at the stars wondering why
Heaven seems to take you all away
While I'm here struggling to stay
I know I try to appear strong
But the world doesn't know my pain
No one cares to know what's wrong
Better if they all stay away

If I could call heaven
I'd tell all of you how much I miss you
That I'm sorry loving me was a curse
If I could call heaven
I'd tell all of you, you were my blessing
That loving me was the worst
I'm sorry I was your curse
But I wish you all were here

I wish you all were here
I wish you all were here
If I could call heaven
If I could call heaven
I miss you here

Sometimes my existence doesn't feel right
It should of been me who left here
Sometimes I feel it was me who should of died
That all of you should of lived a longer life
But I'm the one here left behind
And I'll suffer here for all my crimes
While the memories haunt my mind
I should of held the disease you couldn't fight

If I could call heaven
I'd tell all of you how much I miss you
That I'm sorry loving me was a curse
If I could call heaven
I'd tell all of you, you were my blessing
That loving me was the worst
I'm sorry I was your curse
But I wish you all were here

I wish you all were here
I wish you all were here
If I could call heaven
If I could call heaven
I miss you here

I don't want anyone to love me anymore
I don't want to breathe for love anymore
Take my soul away
Take my soul away
I was misplaced

If I could call heaven
I'd tell all of you how much I miss you
That I'm sorry loving me was a curse
If I could call heaven
I'd tell all of you, you were my blessing
That loving me was the worst
I'm sorry I was your curse
But I wish you all were here

I wish you all were here
I wish you all were here
If I could call heaven
If I could call heaven
I miss you here

I miss all of you here