I hold my secrets deep inside 
I've made mistakes I can't deny
There's all this pain eating me inside
And the only comfort I seem to find
Is the thought of leaving life behind

I prayed a million times and tried
To be the best that I could be
To reach for hopes up in the sky
But all I've found was stabbing pain
And everyone waving goodbye

So tell me, if you're up there
That I've still got more time 
Or should I leave this life behind
Oh-oh oh-oh oh-oh
Leave this life behind

I've tied a rope around my knees
To anchor my body against the trees
So I won't wash into the seas
When my soul still kindly wants to leap
So tell me am I really meant to leave

I prayed a million times and tried
To be the best that I could be
To reach for hopes up in the sky
But all I've found was stabbing pain
And everyone waving goodbye

So tell me, if you're up there
That I've still got more time 
Or should I leave this life behind
Oh-oh oh-oh oh-oh
Leave this life behind

My kettle doesn't boil like the rest
I'm down at times even when I'm blessed 
And I'm expected to always fight 
That's what they say so I pretend I'm alright 
But deep inside I'm loosing the light

I prayed a million times and tried
To be the best that I could be
To reach for hopes up in the sky
But all I've found was stabbing pain
And everyone waving goodbye

So tell me, if you're up there
That I've still got more time 
Or should I leave this life behind
Oh-oh oh-oh oh-oh
Leave this life behind
So tell me, if you're up there
That I've still got more time 
Or should I leave this life behind
Oh-oh oh-oh oh-oh
Leave this life behind
Oh-oh oh-oh
Should I leave this life behind