Frustrated
It's been a long night
I don't feel right
Breaking inside

Lonely
Don't feel like I belong
Like I do everything wrong
Believed my heart's love song

I'm at a loss for words
Spinning in a selfish world
Sucked in the shadows
I wanna go somewhere new
I wanna feel brand new
I wanna feel alive
Like I survived
Survived it all

Sinking under the bubbles of my bath
Wishing for a chance
To be noticed at first glance
For a love I never had

I've only known hurt
Been kicked down in dirt
This pain sometimes I think
What if I ended it

I'm at a loss for words
Spinning in a selfish world
Sucked in the shadows
I wanna go somewhere new
I wanna feel brand new
I wanna feel alive
Like I survived
Survived it all

Some days
I lose my way
Have nothing to say
I don't feel ok

I feel like if I ended it all
No one would care if I'm gone
But what would that solve
Cried more tears than I've smiled

I'm at a loss for words
Spinning in a selfish world
Sucked in the shadows
I wanna go somewhere new
I wanna feel brand new
I wanna feel alive
Like I survived
Survived it all

Sometimes I think I love too much
Like I'll never be touched
Never be enough
And it's been rough

Feel unappreciated
Like I mean nothing at all
Like I'm another face someone saw
I feel lost

I'm at a loss for words
Spinning in a selfish world
Sucked in the shadows
I wanna go somewhere new
I wanna feel brand new
I wanna feel alive
Like I survived
Survived it all

Even though I fall hard
And I hold a broken heart
When I feel I'm falling apart
I won't drown I won't give up

I wanna survive
Survive it all

I wanna feel alive                                                                                                                                                     I wanna know I've                                                                                                                                              That I survived                                                                                                                                             Survived it all