Sometimes I wonder what it'd be like
To fall asleep and never reawake
Would I go home to that place way up high
Or am I already too late

Many times I wonder if I'd be missed 
When I'm gone or just missed for what I could do
Would I make your grievers list
Or become just an ignorant who

Cuz I can't shake this feeling I'm just a go to
When I'm needed then thrown like the trash from your garage 
I'm lonely and forgotten 
This mistaken heart needs love too
But I'm a mirage
I'm a mirage 
And I'm starting not to care anymore 

Sometimes I walk with the moonlight
In the dead of night I've grown deaf to screams
I try my hardest to do what's right 
But I've lost the desire of my dreams

I'm the cleaning lady of all the bullshit 
I'm the distant letter stored and never sent
I'm the roadblock in your thoughts you will forget 
I'm the distant friendship that always ends

Cuz I can't shake this feeling I'm just a go to
When I'm needed then thrown like the trash from your garage 
I'm lonely and forgotten 
This mistaken heart needs love too
But I'm a mirage
I'm a mirage 
And I'm starting not to care anymore 

Every holiday feels like a failed belief 
That everything can be what we dream it
And every smile is just a disguise for relief 
I bet there's sadness but you don't wanna see it

It's just a little bit of hope that dies with pain
A little bit of faith that washes in acid rain
And I bet you'll never take the time
To comfort those who're hurting inside

Cuz I can't shake this feeling I'm just a go to
When I'm needed then thrown like the trash from your garage 
I'm lonely and forgotten 
This mistaken heart needs love too
But I'm a mirage
I'm a mirage 
And I'm starting not to care anymore 
I'm starting not to care anymore 
I'm starting not to care anymore 
I don't wanna care anymore