Today feels like it went by quickly. It was a good day. Spent time with my children who came to visit and enjoyed the day.

   Hoping to get to see and wrap my arms around the love of my life tonight, that would make my day complete

   Welcomed a new edition to the fur fam, a little hamster my eldest son's girlfriend gave to my daughter. Her cats are curious as ever to the little furry fat plush with beady lil eyes as one would expect them to be, lol.

   My youngest son spent the night and we h...

  Didn't really wanna fall asleep last night, but I did around 4 something this morning. I didn't want to dream.

    Past few nights my dreams have been horrid and I know they're just dreams, but the vividness of them, I'd rather go without sleep.

   I'm not sure what the day ahead holds, but I'm trying to stay focused on the positive even though I'm just not feeling my best at the moment. I'm just feeling down and I hate the feeling...

   I was bored as hell yesterday and last night, walked aro...

  Hmm, twice in one day, guess I'm just in a writing mood today. 🤷‍♀️

   Got some things done today, so I was a bit productive. But my mind won't shut up, as usual.

   Today would of been one of those days where I would of called up my good friend for a day of chillin and some laughter as well as to get my mind of some things, but she moved recently which sucked and I miss her goofy ass.

   Besides my boyfriend, she was the only other person I chilled with as like I mentioned, I don't r...

  So many things are going through my mind at the moment...

Ah yes, the turn of the hamster wheel squeaking along, when it stops, nobody knows...

   I think of weird shit then thoughts about life. It's been kind of a mix so far today.

   And I've also got the random sound between my thoughts of, "HUMP DAAAY!" going off in the back of my mind thanks to my boyfriend this morning, lol, I love him, always got me smiling...

   I'm never gonna put personal things public, but I'm in my thoughts on how t...

  I'm so tired of rain. I know I always say I love the rain, but every damn day for almost a month, fuck that.

   Dreary day. Didn't sleep hardly, nothing new on that, but the hamster wheel was spinning along with what I think is sciatica pain. Sucks a pair of unwashed molded saggy crinkled balls.

   My day's not really going that well either which sucks. Just one of those days. 🤷‍♀️

   Even though I'm sick and tired of the rain, if I didn't have work, I'd probably take a stroll in it, ...

  Just sitting here in my thoughts as my friend sleeps. LoL, neither of us slept all night and have been up all day running around places. 

She's out like a light, lol, I'm exhausted, but I'm awake.

   Yesterday was a great day, woke up next to the man I love, enjoyed coffee, lunch and watching some movies with him cuddled up next to him and then picked up my son to spend the evening with him and later on my other two children joined after they got off work as well as my older son's girlfriend ...