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I could use a smile...

Posted by BoogyVamp on Monday, May 31, 2021,
   The morning started out great, always does waking up next to the man I love dearly. My day however has been going downhill. Guess it's just gonna be one of those days as I sarcastically say, "yay".
   Extremely rude people on top of just feeling off.  I could use a smile right now...
   Don't feel like I have the energy to get through the rest of the day as well as my anxiety is keeping me anxious, but I'm no quitter either, I'll pull my big gal panties up until I can't take it no more and m...

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He's pure beauty, a heaven of his own...

Posted by BoogyVamp on Monday, May 17, 2021,

   His eyes are like poetry, the way he looks at me, his lips, the way he smiles at me. His fingertips, the way they feel against my skin, his lips, the way they feel against my lips.
   He is pure beauty, angelic, a heaven of his own. The way he feels when his skin is against mine, his embrace, the beautiful melody of his heartbeat as I listen to it beating with my head comfortably laying against his warm chest in his embrace. The sound of his breath and the feeling of it on my skin. The so...


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An ok day...

Posted by BoogyVamp on Monday, May 3, 2021,

  Only slept a couple hours last night, but I woke up in a better mood, so that's a good thing. Admittedly I still haven't really smiled today, but hey, the day's not over yet and I'm keeping a positive mind I will.

   I got to hold one of the baby ducks by the pond last night. Posted a pic on my Instagram @BoogyVamp if you wanna see. Cute lil bugger. Was super soft. Held him for a bit then took him back to its mother and siblings.

   I sat beneath the willow trees for a while. Even though I di...


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Not ok tonight, but tomorrow's a new day

Posted by BoogyVamp on Monday, May 3, 2021,
   I'm sitting here under by the pond just breathing in the air tonight.
   I come here when I'm feeling low, or need to clear my mind, when I need to breathe or simply just to enjoy the night.
   Today I woke feeling off like I mentioned in my last post, I just felt down all day, not ok and I have no idea why. It's just one of them days and I can't explain it. I could use a smile, I really could and I was thankful to get a smile from a friend of mine whose fun uplifting spirit lifted me a bit ...

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Just a down day, it'll pass

Posted by BoogyVamp on Sunday, May 2, 2021,

  Have you ever woken up and just felt down for no particular reason, other than you just feel down?

   Nothing happened, yesterday was a good day, I didn't really sleep well though, not really pleasant dreams, but that's nothing new, but I just woke this morning feeling down for some reason.

   It's raining out. Guess it kinda goes with my mood. Just one of those days I guess. It'll pass. 

  Might go walk in it for a while later as it's supposed to rain throughout the day. Just put on some earb...


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