Had a day off today. Needed it. Still waiting on the internet person to show up who was supposed to be here at 8 this morning and it's going on 5 now🙄. 

   Day's been good. Non stressful which I needed a chill day. Got a lot on my mind though. But usually always do.

   Been sleeping good lately, of course I always sleep better next to my love. Only thing that seems to continue is the nightmares, just can't seem to shake them. But waking up from them and being able to cuddle up next to my l...

  Today was hectic, as well as yesterday. Finally was able to start back work yesterday and today. It's been nuts, incredibly busy...

   But I'm glad I'm not sitting at home bored out of my mind sweating and going nuts.

   It was a long day yesterday and today. Yesterday got home and was tired, I fell asleep pretty quick. Staying asleep though, eh, I kept waking up. I'm tired now, but can't seem to fall asleep and I have an early start tomorrow and a long day ahead. Sucks, but what am I gonna d...

  It's one of them nights, I don't think I'm gonna get any sleep and even after taking a sleeping pill, I still can't fall asleep. 😕

   My mind's on its usual hamster wheel and it's funny I say that because I'm listening to my daughter's hamster running on its hamster wheel at this very moment, lol.

The hamster pretty much sleeps all day then runs on that wheel at night. I guess she's bashful about letting anyone see her running her wheel, lol.

  Luckily tonight doesn't feel as hot as the oth...

  The sun is setting and the colors in the sky look beautiful. It has streaks of blues, pinks, oranges and grays. I've seen a couple of lightning bolts in the distance and can hear the rumbles of thunder in the distance. A sign of incoming rain maybe, I'm not sure.

   My day's been ok, boring as usual, hot as usual and power's still out. Wanting to go back to work, but I have to wait the full 14 days after testing positive for Covid before I can go back to work, so I have to wait a couple more...

  Couldn't sleep but a few hours last night, or should I say this morning. Didn't fall asleep till around almost 6 then woke up around 9 something this morning.

   Sleep wasn't my friend as usual, neither were my dreams.

   Hot and boring as fuck today. Internet has been shit, but seems to be working for the time being.

   Looks like it might rain out, which is good cuz could use a cool down, but not good for those who had extensive damage to their homes from Ida.

   It's already been a week toda...

  I can't sleep and lately I've been taking sleeping pills to help me sleep, but I'm getting low on my prescription and honestly I really don't wanna be taking them every night becoming dependent on them. I'd rather fall asleep naturally, which rarely happens. I'm usually up, barely sleeping.

   In truth, I really don't care if I sleep tonight, dreams lately have been horrid, full of death, blood, fear and pain. This morning it sounded like someone was breaking in, pounding on the door as if t...

  Day 6 after hurricane Ida, still no power and water goes off and on. And phone service has been shitty and internet, you might get a signal once in a while, but mostly it's been shit as well.

   It's been boring as fuck, but me and my daughter were able to get out of the apartment for a few hours the other day and ride around in the A/C which felt sooo good not only getting out but being able to cool off from the heat for a while and what made it even better is we were with my love and it fe...