I feel completely drained today. Probably cuz I didn't sleep any last night on top of the nightmares that's been fucking with my mind from the other night, along with my mind full of thoughts like a non-stop train constantly going.
   The world feels distant, I feel adrift like a balloon in the clouds. Clouds that are gray and gloomy as if rain is to come yet it keeps its distance like the world around.
   There is no smile on this face as I've lost it for a while. Not gone, just lost until...

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