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Skies of gloom

Posted by BoogyVamp on Saturday, May 21, 2022,
   It's a gloomy rainy day. So far the rain's stopped and I'm glad cuz I just wanna be away from people on my lunch break.
   I feel like the sky, the gray gloom and I wish I could leave work cuz I just don't wanna be here.
   I hope it doesn't rain until after my lunch break is over. I just wanna be left alone from all these strangers. I don't feel like smiling, I don't wanna talk to them. And at the moment I'm annoyed at being asked that typical, "Hey, how are you?". It's just a routine of cu...

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Feeling a bit off today 😒🤷‍♀️

Posted by BoogyVamp on Sunday, May 15, 2022,
   Feeling off today 😒. Just one of those days....
   My mind's overthinking about everyone around me feeling like I'm just there, but not needed. If that makes sense...
   I don't really get smiles when I enter a room lately, and I know everyone is dealing with their own shit. Guess I kinda feel a bit alone in mine. 🤷‍♀️. 
   I've been drinking a lot lately and I'm more scared of losing people than I am if alcohol causing destruction to my body.
  But I'm gonna get off alcohol becaus...

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Tryna stay positive...👍

Posted by BoogyVamp on Saturday, May 14, 2022,
      Couldn't sleep, go figure. And it would be a day I'd have work before the ass-crack of dawn. Be nice if I didn't have to go in until later or I was off to get some sleep cuz of course I'm feeling I could sleep now, but would be no point having to get up in a half hour.
   Oh well 🤷‍♀️.
   Had a lot on my mind. Worrying, stressed, feeling the weight of everything and trying to keep everything together.
   Haven't been doing a very good job at it.
   Started drinking more than I shou...

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