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Just a day...

Posted by BoogyVamp on Tuesday, November 29, 2022,
   It's just one of them days I'm feeling down and can't explain why. Don't feel like smiling and being at work having to smile at customers feels like it's draining.
   Work just feels gloomy and I really don't feel like being around having to smile at strangers...
   My nights have been one nightmare after the other. I know they're just dreams, but they are so vivid they feel almost real.
   All I wanna do at night is cuddle into my boyfriend's chest. I hate pillows, they steal his embrace.
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Feeling kinda down this morning...

Posted by BoogyVamp on Sunday, November 27, 2022,
   Barely slept last night/early this morning. My brain kept me awake most of the night and when I finally fell asleep it was all nightmares. 
   I felt bad cuz I think I woke my boyfriend up. Don't know if I was moving too much or talking in my sleep or what, but he was asking me if I was ok. 
   I was hoping to come back to bed and cuddle into his comfort, but he was fast asleep turned opposite of me on his comfortable side. Just felt isolated a bit, alone. And I know he wouldn't ever intend ...

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Off day jibber jabbing...

Posted by BoogyVamp on Friday, November 4, 2022,
   Seems a bit gloomy from the shades of the windows I haven't looked through yet. A 20 percent chance of rain.
   I forgot I had a Drs appt again this morning until I woke up later than the appt time and just felt, the hell with it.
   But after the 3rd time missing my appt no doubt the Dr is probably frustrated at my absence wasting time.
   I know it's essential towards my FMLA at work and it's an obligational dread. Cuz I already know it's the same questions with my, therapist?, psychiatrist...

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