Today was boring as fuck, but good I guess. Wrote some, then went through some things and found some old pics I didn't realize I had.

Then goofed off with the cats with a fart machine which was silly but I got a bit of a laugh out of it.

Posted it to my Instagram @BoogyVamp & my TikTok @DandelionInTheWind1 if you're curious to see.

   I've kinda been thinking about something, not really gonna say what it is, but have you ever got the feeling about something and you're like, hmm, I'm starting to think, yea, I'm kinda getting the feeling I'm not really wanted to go in a certain place? I mean it's cool and all, but I feel like I'm getting brushed off for the 2nd time during my days off and I kinda wondering if I'm just overthinking it and I'm wrong or if I'm right. ...I don't really know, kinda in my head about it a bit. And I admit, sometimes I do overthink on things, my mind wanders, especially when I'm bored and nothing to do and I can't sleep. I don't really know. I'm probably just being silly 🤷‍♀️.

   Texted with my good friend a bit ago, she's decided to take her car and drive down to visit me. I'm excited about it. For 1, I missed her, 2, I won't be bored as fuck tomorrow on my day off. I'm tired of this damn apartment with nothing to do and I'm on my last juul pod, so my ass would be cranky.

   Although, I do got my Ziploc bag of almost empty pods, lol, if you don't juul, you won't get it. 

   ...Sad, lol...

   I'm happy I got something to look forward to tonight and tomorrow. Really feel my days off have just been boring as fuck, just puts me in an agrivated downer mood lately, like my apartment walls are caving in. I wanna enjoy some company instead of being couped up alone.

   Just how I've felt lately 🤷‍♀️.

   But happily getting to have some company.

   And I like to think my days are good and I tell myself they are cuz they are, but mainly it's just been an ok good day, if that makes sense.

   I don't depend on anyone to make my days good or make me happy, that's on me, but in truth, it's the people in your life that bring you happiness and joy and love. And sometimes when I'm sitting alone in my apartment on my days off, I miss their company...

   Though sometimes I enjoy a day to myself, but past few weeks my days off just felt blah, agrivating, like I'm closed in, alone, not really lonely, just alone. I don't know if that even makes any sense.

  But I hate being so bored I don't know what to do with myself, it drives me nuts.

   I'm bored as fuck right now. But, I'll be patient cuz at least I know I'll have some company soon cuz no doubt I'm not sleeping, lol, didn't much last night, my mind wouldn't shut up.

If only my brain had a volume button or more like a mute button...

   ...It really should be illegal to spam call, especially this late at night 😑.

   Did have a lil fun with one spammer. Usually I don't answer, but I thought, wth, I had the fart machine, so I put it on speaker and this dude said, "Hello, I'm calling about you're student loan. Hello?" 

*Happily presses the fart machine*

Dude, "Hello, I'm trying to reach-",

*presses it again multiple times*

Dude, "This not a joke, I'm trying to-"

*Presses it again multiple times then holds phone next to the toilet while flushing*

Then I hung up.

Silly, but I found it amusing 🤷‍♀️.

Think I'm gonna get an air horn. Maybe after a while they'll stop calling. Although probably not.

   ...🙄🤔😕😐🤪👀😒Meh, bored...

   Eh, enough jibber-jabbering, think I'm gonna go grab some ice cream and scroll TikTok.

   Until next time, I hope you smile...