Today's been an ok day so far. Boring mostly, but ok.

   Not really anything to do. Hotspot is being a dick, so can't really watch anything at the moment and I'm bored with the games on my phone as well as social media apps and TikTok just buffers.

   Did get a call from a good friend of mine, the one who moved to Mississippi. She's doing good and it was good hearing from her. I miss chillin with her in person.

  Got some info about the position I applied for at work, that it might be going to someone else. It's not confirmed yet, but if so, I'm disappointed by it cuz I wanted it. Admittedly the thought has me a bit down cuz the source I got the info from knows people and I trust her.

   If I don't get it, it is what it is 🤷‍♀️ I went for it. 

   In all honesty I feel bored and unmotivated doing the same job every day, like I'm not improving in anything and I was hoping this new opening for this position, even though it's not a huge step up, it was a step up from where I'm at.

   I wanna enjoy what I'm doing, but not everyone gets luck in having a job like that. 

   I think mainly I just wanna learn skills, learn how to do more than just the same old same old. It sometimes takes me a while to learn something, but once I learn and get the hang of something, I'm on it.

   It's like when someone comes and asks me a question about something, I'd like to know what the hell they're talking about cuz you never know, could be useful later in life.

   Either way, guess I'll find out soon enough if I got the job or not...

   I'm so bored right now, I almost feel like pulling a Homer Simpson and laying on the floor and going around in circles, lol.

It's been a while since I've watched that show. How many seasons they got now? I've lost count.

   I don't really know what to do with myself, I'm feeling agitated, bored and lazy all at the same time. Feel like I could take a nap, but don't think I could if I tried. I'd probably just lay there looking like some wide-eyed dried up desert animal staring up at the sky, or in my case, the ceiling, immobile until I couldn't stand lying there any longer.

   It's back to work tomorrow though, closing shift of course, *sarcastic, "yey"*. I prefer day shifts.

   I don't even know what to talk about here, lol. Not much going on.

Watched some crime tv yesterday and last night. I did have a great night last night, spent it with the love of my life and fell asleep cuddled up to him which always makes for a perfect night as well as mornings waking up next to him. 

I just wanna squeeze him to me and not let go a lot of times, lol, especially when his skin's to mine and he feels so soft. 🥰🥰🥰

   He's remarkably heavenly...

   Guess I should find something to do, what, I really don't know. Maybe the hotspot will cooperate and I can find something to watch. If not, oh well.

Anyways, until next time, I hope you smile...