Just meh...
Forgot the time changed today. Don't really see the point in it. Just makes the day feel longer.
Today's been stressful and I can't wait until my shift ends and I can clock out. Off tomorrow gladly.
Should be trying to get the overtime, but just been too drained of the workplace, I just don't wanna be here more than I have to lately.
Although yesterday didn't really have a choice, I worked from morning till almost close.
I'm just bored with home and work. Work, go home, work, go home π€·ββοΈ. Maybe I'll go for a drive tonight, clear my head. Don't really like taking my daughter's car out, but I gotta get out of that apartment for a while. I just feel agitated, just meh all at once...
Still fucking 3 and a half more hours to go. I really don't feel like talking to people or pretending, "happy happy joy joy". I like being nice to people, but I just don't feel like saying anything, but I don't wanna be rude either so I continue the usual. Push through it until my shifts overπ€·ββοΈ.
I'm kinda done today with, "Hi, how are u?"
"I'm fine. How are u?"
"I'm good." (Internally, "my day sucks ass, I don't wanna be here, I don't feel like smiling, but just continue to fake smile at these people).
Think I'm done chatting.
Until next time, smile for me...