I lost my smile today... The sun's shinning, yet it feels dull...
I wish it would rain. I wish it would storm, just so I could go outside and close my eyes and let it fall on me...
There's good days and shit days...today's a shit day.
I just wanna shut down at the moment, turn my feelings off, turn my thoughts off.
And I'm drinking... I drink cuz I enjoy it, other times because I'm hurt and just wanna go numb for a while.
Today I just wanna go numb for a while.
And I know, tomorrow's a new day, it always is, but I'm here today and I'll deal with today and shake back tomorrow. It is what it is...
I am no saint, I'm not perfect, I crash and burn like everyone else in this world. Yet people will judge you, down you just because you're not at your best every single day.
Today I'm just gonna drink until I feel nothing.
And tomorrow...who knows.
One thing for sure is, I always shake back...
Until next time. Smile for me...