It's a gloomy rainy day. So far the rain's stopped and I'm glad cuz I just wanna be away from people on my lunch break.
   I feel like the sky, the gray gloom and I wish I could leave work cuz I just don't wanna be here.
   I hope it doesn't rain until after my lunch break is over. I just wanna be left alone from all these strangers. I don't feel like smiling, I don't wanna talk to them. And at the moment I'm annoyed at being asked that typical, "Hey, how are you?". It's just a routine of customer service and customers shopping and it's the same thing, "Fine. How are you?" and I could care less.
   I hear the thunder, feeling a few droplets of rain... Fuck😒. Just leave me alone rain. Let me have my lunch break peace...
   ........Is it normal to feel lonely when with someone? They're there, but they feel distant? ...
   ...I'm just in my head about a lot of things.
   I just want some comfort, some laughter and smiles and some of the things I miss...
   The new place I moved into, it is pretty crappy, but hey, 🤷‍♀️ it's mine, I'm grateful. And it's temporary until something else comes along.
   I wish the time would pass faster, I really don't wanna be here at work. I'm exhausted here. This place drains me...
 Just feel drained... Honestly a bit depressed...
   
   Hear the thunder rumble
   Feel the ground shake down under
   Watch the skies as they cry
   Weep from deep down inside...
 
   Think I'm done talking...
   ... Until next time, I hope you smile...