Riding The Boogy Oogy Train Of Life


I Don't Want To

April 30, 2019
The fires burn across the lands
We're here reaching for the other hand
But we're sinking deeper in the sand
Can you feel the dying of our homeland 
I can feel it, but I don't want to
I could cry, but I don't want to

So I close my eyes
Breathing in the smoke from the flames
Knowing nothing will ever be the same
I can feel how love lies
I could ask why, but I don't want to
I could run and hide, but I don't want to

The shadows grow within the darkness
Somehow I made myself a part of this
Sinking deeper into the abyss
I can struggle, but I don't want to
I could let go, but I don't want to

So I close my eyes
Breathing in the smoke from the flames
Knowing nothing will ever be the same
I can feel how love lies
I can ask why, but I don't want to
I could run and hide, but I don't want to

There's a haunting in our minds
A coldness we try not to describe 
Every time we try we cross the line
I can stay, but I don't want to 
I could fade away, but I don't want to

So I close my eyes
Breathing in the smoke from the flames
Knowing nothing will ever be the same
I can feel how love lies
I could ask why, but I don't want to
I could run and hide, but I don't want to

I can love you, but I don't want to 
I could hate you, but I don't want to 
I can fight, but I don't want to 
I could die, but I don't want to 

So I close my eyes
Breathing in the smoke from the flames
Knowing nothing will ever be the same
I can feel how love lies
I could ask why, but I don't want to
I could run and hide, but I don't want to
So I close my eyes
Breathing in the smoke from the flames
Knowing nothing will ever be the same
I can feel how love lies
I could ask why, but I don't want to
I could run and hide, but I don't want to

I don't want to
 

I Wish I Was Special

April 28, 2019
Throw me to the wolves 
Watch them tear my flesh
Watch me still crawl
Healing in scars

Hold me to the flames
Let the fire burn my flesh
Watch me still crawl
Healing in scars

I wish I was special
I wish I was loved
How many times must I escape
Being buried underground
I wish I was loved
I wish I was enough 
Worth a simple friend's smile
A safe home to stay awhile

Drown me in the river
In the freezing waters I'll shiver
Watch me still rise
Healing in lies

Bury me in the dirt
As my soul hurts
Watch me still rise
Heali...

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Do Our Hearts Even Beat

April 24, 2019
There's a part of us we show to the world
A part of us hidden behind closed doors
Sometimes we just want to let it all go
Shout out loud, I don't give a fuck anymore

When we fall we catch ourselves most of the time
But everyone wants to ride our wings when we fly
When we're losing everything and everyone around
We're left in an emptiness with no one making a sound

It's a little fucked up the way we go down
No one around, no one around 
Falling fast until we hit the ground
Watching everyone fall, everyon...

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Silence of the Dead

April 17, 2019

There's a dirt road in front of me
A storm brewing ahead I see
A million thoughts inside my head
So many things I should of said

I feel broken a little every day
Should of woken in the silence of the dead
But I lost my way
I lost my way
Lost my way, tell me it's gonna be okay
Will it ever be okay?

Okay, okay?

It's a heavy feeling on my shoulders
Tryna keep a straight face, don't fall under
Walking on this dark road alone
I wish this heart would turn to stone

I feel broken a little every day
S...


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Summer Love

March 31, 2019

Fireflies in the willows
Flowers in the meadows
Up above the stars glow
As the moon says hello

Crickets putting on a music show
Frogs echoing their croaks
Night birds singing along
A perfect night for a stroll

This is summer love
Walking in summer love
Hold me close and don't let go
Of your summer love
Summer love
This is summer love
Summer love
Oh, summer love

Clovers beneath my feet
Feeling the summer breeze
Puts my soul at ease
Nature is so free

It's among the trees
In every shade of gree...


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If I Could Call Heaven

March 30, 2019

Sometimes I stay awake all night
Staring at the stars wondering why
Heaven seems to take you all away
While I'm here struggling to stay
I know I try to appear strong
But the world doesn't know my pain
No one cares to know what's wrong
Better if they all stay away

If I could call heaven
I'd tell all of you how much I miss you
That I'm sorry loving me was a curse
If I could call heaven
I'd tell all of you, you were my blessing
That loving me was the worst
I'm sorry I was your curse
But I wish ...


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Ready for War

March 3, 2019
Break my bones
Contort me into your physical expectations
Does it make you happy
To of had me as a perfect clone
Cut off my conversations
Sentence me to damnation
Beat me down until I've lost me
Make me believe I'm alone

When the blood hits the wall
The devil will come to me
When I've believed I've failed it all
When I feel God doesn't hear my call
He will come to me
Only to watch me fall

Now that I've hit the ground 
There's no deeper I can go
I will find a way out
Pick myself up and go
I've prepared for this...

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Balloon in the Sky

March 1, 2019
There's a balloon in the sky
It's hope taking flight
When nothing's going right
Just grab on, hold tight
Let it take you high
Leave your troubles behind 
Fly with the balloon in the sky
It'll be alright 

Funny how the world spins
A million heartbreaks still pushing ahead
A million thoughts running in everyone's head
And when the lights dim
How many are lonely in their beds
Just taking it all in
Feeling they'll never win
Believing they're hopeless like they're already dead
Don't let the whispers cloud your he...

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Blame is on Me

January 27, 2019

If I disappeared
Would it make you happy
If I emptied my breath
It'd be easy to forget me
My presence has made it clear
My residence was the mistake I feared 

It's as if this storm was never meant to pass
All the things I've felt inside have shattered like glass
How did it come to this, I've fought for so long
I blame myself for all that went wrong
So I'll burn here at the stake 
While everything breaks

I was blinded by the greed of my heart
While my miseries tore me apart
I blame myself for never being en...


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A War of Fire and Ice

January 14, 2019

I feel winter on my skin
The ice on my bones
I feel the coldness within
As I take the throne
I've come to win
Build warriors of stone
We die before we live
I've learned and I've grown

The fire leaps to burn
The souls made into ice
The ice takes its turn
A war of fire and ice
Watch the cities go down
While the warriors claim the grounds
A war of fire and ice
Vengeance will take us down

Innocence won't be spared
As if anyone could care
Watch the cities burn
Do we ever learn
And when the war i...


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Teresa I have a love for writing and reading. I created this website to share what goes on in this strange mind of mine and to express. I'm inspired by the imperfections in our world as those imperfections in humanity and life are what's real and true as well as beautiful. We all have our ups and downs and no matter how young or old we are, rich, poor, where we come from, our hearts beat the same and I think we all are on the same boat of striving for our dreams, love, happiness and hopefully compassion for one another. Thanks for visiting.

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