Riding The Boogy Oogy Train Of Life


Blame is on Me

January 27, 2019

If I disappeared
Would it make you happy
If I emptied my breath
It'd be easy to forget me
My presence has made it clear
My residence was the mistake I feared 

It's as if this storm was never meant to pass
All the things I've felt inside have shattered like glass
How did it come to this, I've fought for so long
I blame myself for all that went wrong
So I'll burn here at the stake 
While everything breaks

I was blinded by the greed of my heart
While my miseries tore me apart
I blame myself for never being enough 
Let myself get left behind
So here take this battered heart
It wasn't meant to be mine

These chains may never break, I may never be free
All the mistakes, that's all on me
The blame is on me, I'm sorry I was me

It's as if this storm was never meant to pass
All the things I've felt inside have shattered like glass
How did it come to this, I've fought for so long
I blame myself for all that went wrong
So I'll burn here at the stake 
While everything breaks

I let myself be swallowed 
By all of the self doubt 
My selfish ways led me to follow 
A desired heart dried out
I know it's me, I know
You'll be ok if I go

It's as if this storm was never meant to pass
All the things I've felt inside have shattered like glass
How did it come to this, I've fought for so long
I blame myself for all that went wrong
So I'll burn here at the stake 
While everything breaks

I blame myself for this

 

A War of Fire and Ice

January 14, 2019

I feel winter on my skin
The ice on my bones
I feel the coldness within
As I take the throne
I've come to win
Build warriors of stone
We die before we live
I've learned and I've grown

The fire leaps to burn
The souls made into ice
The ice takes its turn
A war of fire and ice
Watch the cities go down
While the warriors claim the grounds
A war of fire and ice
Vengeance will take us down

Innocence won't be spared
As if anyone could care
Watch the cities burn
Do we ever learn
And when the war i...


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Ungodly Place

December 22, 2018

Hear me now, hear my prayer

Are you there, are you really there

Are the stories, your stories full of lies

Are you real, or am I wasted in unheard cries


I'm losing myself in the forbidden forest

(The Lord is my shepherd-)

Running to catch up to you

(- I shall not want-)

All I've found here is the darkness

(- He maketh me to lie down in green pastures-)

And I'm losing my faith in finding you

(- He leadeth me beside still waters-)

Do you hear all the broken calls

Because you don't speak at all


Falling in a ...


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Sinister Land

December 11, 2018

Silence while the shadows speak
Singing their lullaby all the while I sleep
It's the comfort in their sinister hold
It's as if I am theirs to bleed
Bleeding out into the cold
Here I am losing control

I don't mind, won't you take me
Into your sinister land
All the while the world breaks me
Just hold out your hand
Here I am, come and take me
Into your sinister land
All the while the world forgets me
Take me here where I stand

Darkness comes to tuck me in
Holding me as the nightmares begin
It's ...


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I Will Rise

December 11, 2018

Here's the rest of my heart
Watch the pieces fall through your fingers
I knew we'd never get far
Your foul superior still lingers
And here I'm lost where to start
These years have taken me apart
I'm starting to see myself clearer
I won't be branded inferior

Hold me down till my bones crack a new breath
I don't trust anyone to love me anymore
I won't fear the wars that sentence my death
I won't breathe for you anymore
Bury me down
Bury me down
Watch me rise
I will rise
Bury me down
Bury me ...


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How Darkness Feels

November 16, 2018
There's a demon at the door
Waiting to come in
As I'm lying here on the floor
There's no fear within 

Oh
This is unfortunate, don't you think
How the waves of my insanity leak
This is how darkness feels 
I'm keeping it real

Dig my roots into the concrete 
So my feet will stay in place
While the hurricane of my thoughts 
Try to win the race
Heartache isn't sweet 
Oh, watch the vines that creep 
This is how darkness feels
I'm keeping it real

There's a flood in the hall
Streaming its way in
Leaking through the wal...

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Going Under

November 13, 2018
The words are echoing in my head
My imperfections getting the best of me
All the lies told, things that are said
Have left me here struggling to believe

I'm going under, under
I'm going under, under
I've carried this emptiness for so long
Grasping for a love that was never mine
Stitching up these wounds, I'm almost gone
I'm bleeding, bleeding out as if I've already died
I'm going under
Going under, under
Going under, under
Under, under

A broken mirror never reflects the same
I've cut myself gluing back the ...

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Judgment

November 6, 2018
Maybe you should hold your tongue
Until you listen to one's journey 
So easily to judge 
Never letting a word in

Maybe you should close your eyes
Until you see more than black and white
So easily to despise
Without a reason why

Tell me why you think you're perfect
Why you kick while someone's down
Demanding respect
Stroking your crown 

There goes judgment
The look in those eyes
There goes hatred
Out of the mouth that lies

Keep on climbing up the stairs of hatred
Keep throwing judgment like an act of God
We all...

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Walls of Thorn

November 6, 2018
Let the silence speak
Because I don't feel like talking
And I don't feel like smiling 
I'll hold myself while I sleep 
I'm used to the breaking 
Never gaining what I've been craving 

Let my hunger die down
Because I don't want to feel
Nothing in this world is real
Love never sticks around
In the times I'm going down
I'm going down, down, down

Let my heart grow walls of thorn
No one will dare to climb 
All the years of being ripped and torn
Love has only made me blind
Let my heart grow walls of thorn
No one wi...

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Life is like the Seasons

October 2, 2018
The autumn leaves fall
She feels she's dying along with them
Feeling alone and so small
Watching the sunlight dim
The chill keeps closing in
The chill keeps closing in

When winter comes
Let all that hurt you die away
Hold on until the spring comes
When flowers bloom over decay
Life is like the seasons 
Just keep breathing 
Keep your heart beating 

The grass is covered in ice
She feels her soul bleeding for life
In this deserted dying ground 
There's no one around 
The chill keeps closing in
The chill keeps clo...

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About Me


Teresa I have a love for writing and reading. I created this website to share what goes on in this strange mind of mine and to express. I'm inspired by the imperfections in our world as those imperfections in humanity and life are what's real and true as well as beautiful. We all have our ups and downs and no matter how young or old we are, rich, poor, where we come from, our hearts beat the same and I think we all are on the same boat of striving for our dreams, love, happiness and hopefully compassion for one another. Thanks for visiting.

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