Riding The Boogy Oogy Train Of Life


Let It Be

February 17, 2020
I used to wait by the waters
Patiently waiting for the tides
Hoping it'd calm me like its daughter
But the symphony of the waves died

If I jump in maybe the gods will catch me
If I drown there maybe they've abandoned me
I just can't stand still waiting for my calling
All the while I'm internally falling

If my hope keeps me afloat then let it be
If my faith dies in the ocean then let it be
I'm not waiting on anyone to rescue me
I'm not leaping for someone to catch me
If I live then let it be
If I die then let it be
I'm not breathing for anyone but me
I'm worth more than what anyone saw in me

I used to stand in the hurricane
Hoping it would carry me away
But it never took away the pain
Almost drowned me when the floods came

If I jump in maybe the gods will catch me
If I drown there maybe they've abandoned me
I just can't stand still waiting for my calling
All the while I'm internally falling

If my hope keeps me afloat then let it be
If my faith dies in the ocean then let it be
I'm not waiting on anyone to rescue me
I'm not leaping for someone to catch me
If I live then let it be
If I die then let it be
I'm not breathing for anyone but me
I'm worth more than what anyone saw in me

Where will the waters carry me
If I live to be free then let it be
If I die here then let it be
I'm not waiting for the gods to save me
I'll find my own way home if it's meant to be 

I used to wait by the waters 
Patiently waiting for the tides
Hoping it'd calm me like its daughter
But the symphony of the waves died 

If I jump in maybe the gods will catch me
If I drown there maybe they've abandoned me
I just can't stand still waiting for my calling
All the while I'm internally falling

If my hope keeps me afloat then let it be
If my faith dies in the ocean then let it be
I'm not waiting on anyone to rescue me
I'm not leaping for someone to catch me
If I live then let it be
If I die then let it be
I'm not breathing for anyone but me
I am worth more than what anyone saw in me

If I live here then let it be
If I die here then let it be
I'm not leaping for anyone to catch me
I'm not waiting on the gods to save me

 

Reflection

February 3, 2020
Hello mirror, what is our reflection today
Hello sky why do we always question why

Is it cause we're searching
Always craving searching 
For reasons to keep breathing 
Why our hearts are beating 
In and out of grieving 
Never really seeing
Stop and start believing 
Always fucking needing 
Cryptic and deceiving 
What have we been eating 
Bullshit in the morning
Poison in the evening 
Questioning how we're living
How about how we're dying 

Hello mirror
What is our reflection today
Hello mirror
Are we hiding blind...

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Can I Tell You Something

February 1, 2020
Can I tell you something 
To you it may be nothing 
Just that it keeps unfolding
Fighting it but it's still growing
I'm left here always wondering
Calming my heart that's thundering 
Maybe you don't remember me
But the silence is slowly killing me

Oh no, I think I'm crazy, fixated 
Oh no, I think I need to be, sedated 
Oh no, I guess it's all a bit, complicated
Oh no, it's not what I'd, anticipated 

Can I tell you something
It may be nothing 
How can I be falling 
For someone so far away

So I push it all awa...

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Selfish Love

January 31, 2020
Sometimes the wind blows as if it knows
Storms brew inside then somehow I'm bleeding
Help me with all of these secrets I'm keeping 
Just trying to find a way to survive 

Oh when it's cold, it's cold, in this darkness I'm freezing
To simplify what you may find, I'm barely even breathing
Oh I wanna unwind, but truth is you never hear me speaking
I'm reaching goodbye, it's the searchlight in the clearing

There's no way around my selfish love
I want it all but I'm giving up
Keep me from numbing up
Even in f...

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As Time Goes By

November 27, 2019
Finding myself down memory lane
When the birds somehow knew my name
When it was easy to explain everything
And I could easily give myself away

Now the years they come and they go
Things are just simply fading away
I think I'm ok, yeah, I'm really ok, to say

It's neither a little bit easy or hard
Letting go of all the broken stars
They never really took me far
Holding on way too hard

When there's nothing left to say
It'll all fade away 
As time goes by, as time goes by
Is this goodbye, is this goodbye, good...

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Only the Moon Knows

November 24, 2019
Do you feel it
The way the moon hits your soul
Do you crave it
Like a passion you can't let go

Hold me close to all of this
All of these feelings I've always hid
Only the moon knows
Only the moon knows
All of me that's unwhole 

Carry me through your rivers
Undress all of my silent fears
A place where comfort delivers
Where judgment disappears 

Only the moon knows 
Only the moon knows
All of me that's unwhole 

Do you see it
The way the stars seem to glow
Do you reach for it
Like a bird you'll never hold

Hold me c...

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Haunted Lullaby

October 18, 2019
In the dark room I'm blind, but I feel you here
Always haunting my mind, like a beautiful lullaby
I hear the words I so often wish to say
But silence takes me at the end of the day

So once again I'm muted believing it's only illusions
Once again I'm left here in all this confusion

Do I walk away or do I stay
(Call to me, sing to me)
Do I hope for more or close the door
(Enchanted by your haunted lullaby)
Because I would follow to your call
(Call to me, sing to me)
And I would lose myself in your all
(Ench...

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Halloween

October 15, 2019
Moonlight dancing in the river
Shadows in the darkness 
A chilling breeze causing a shiver
Whispers calling you to death's kiss

Demons serenade the living
In the midst of grieving

Hear the sounds of the violin
Puppeteering your soul within 
Moving you closer to them
Losing all your control
Surrendering your soul to them  
Demons taking you in
Through the vail in-between 
On the night of Halloween

Demons have come to feed
Sinister laughs everywhere
Fear has you on your knees
Run and hide if you dare

Demons sere...

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Carry You

October 15, 2019
Do the voices of your mind keep you up at night
Regifting all of the nightmares for your sight
Tossing and turning ready to give up the fight
I can't rid your nightmares, but I'll hold you tight
And keep you company throughout the night

When hell has you inflamed 
With all the pain making you insane
Till you're feeling empty inside
Don't give up the fight

Cause I will carry you
Through the flames
Through the ashes 
Until you can stand again 
I will carry you
Through the darkness 
When it's hardest 
Don't giv...

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Your Way Home

October 5, 2019
Take me back to the time
Your smile was the light
Where your love held me tight
When everything was alright
And you were there
In my state of repair

Take me back to the time
Where love was an everlasting sign
That everything would be fine
No matter the drowning times
Yes, everything was alright 
When you were there
In my state of repair

Now the dirt covers your bones
But you've found your way home
In my uneasiness to let go
I know you've found your way home
You've found your way home

Follow me down the Tenness...

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About Me


Teresa I have a love for writing and reading. I created this website to share what goes on in this strange mind of mine and to express. I'm inspired by the imperfections in our world as those imperfections in humanity and life are what's real and true as well as beautiful. We all have our ups and downs and no matter how young or old we are, rich, poor, where we come from, our hearts beat the same and I think we all are on the same boat of striving for our dreams, love, happiness and hopefully compassion for one another. Thanks for visiting.

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