Riding The Boogy Oogy Train Of Life


I Think I Could Love You

June 3, 2020

Smile like there's nothing wrong
Until you get home
Drink until there's nothing left
Until you've lost yourself

Seems my mind is only on you
Tell me how do I get through
My heart is craving for you
Tell me what should I do

Do I let go or do I hold on
Have I got this all wrong
Because I think I could love you
I think I could love you

Touched me like I was beauty
Kissed me like I was vanity
But it feels like you're pulling away
And I really don't know what to think

So near but so far away
Seems the distance has lingered today
Have I got us all wrong
Tell me what's going on

Do I let go or do I hold on
Have I got this all wrong
Because I think I could love you
I think I could love you

Hold the bottle till it's weightless
Numb the pain just a little while
Because I think I'm falling in love with you
And I don't know what to do

So tell me
Do I let go or do I hold on
Have I got this all wrong
Have I got us all wrong
Did I come off too strong
Maybe I was foolish all along

Do I let go or do I hold on
Have I got this all wrong
Because I think I love you
Yea, I think I love you
And I only have myself to blame 



 

Let the Storms Come

June 3, 2020
Thunder in the distance
Let the rain come
Winds of criminals
Let the storms come

To rain on my skin, wash this residue
The blood and the mildew 
Clean my insecurities I've kept to
Let the storms come wash me new
Cleanse me from the darkness I knew
Wash me away
To a brand new day

Lightning strikes the ground
My heartbeat imitating its sound
Take me away I say
But leave the light around 

Let the storms come

To rain on my skin, wash this residue
The blood and the mildew 
Clean my insecurities I've kept to
Let the ...

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Black Raven

May 22, 2020
Thunder rumbles lightning strikes
Black raven flying in the sky
Beneath me crumbles struggling to fight
Black raven coming down from the sky

Oh oh no no not this time
Not this time
Oh oh no no the coming of night
Black raven in the center of my soul
Searching for some place to go
Searching for some place to go

Earth is quaking waters are rising
Black raven messenger in the sky
Heart is breaking but I keep finding 
Black raven reviving me everytime 

Oh oh no no not this time
Not this time
Oh oh no no the comi...

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On Flower Covered Hills

May 20, 2020
Meet me on flower covered hills
Where everything feels right
After all that's went wrong

Meet me where dreams align
Where it's divine's perfect time
Like we've been meant all along

Meet me here
On flower covered hills
Sing me your song
Like we've been destined all along
On flower covered hills
On flower covered hills

Let us share all of our fears
Things we've held over the years
Free ourselves like a bird in the sky

Holding back all of this time
What if we leave it all behind
Stop living like we've already di...

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Tell Me Where My Faith Has Led

April 11, 2020
Speak to me
Reach for me
Wake me from this place
Of uncertainty 

Call to me
Come find me
Wake me from this place
Of insanity 

Tell me where my faith
Has led me
Where it's led me
To

Does all of this feel real to you
The journeys that we travel
The ways that we unravel
What does it all mean to you
What's this life taken us through 
Damn if I only knew

Speak to me
Reach for me
Wake me from this place
Of uncertainty 

Call to me
Come find me
Wake me from this place
Of insanity 

Tell me where my faith
Has led me
Where it's le...

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Let It Be

February 17, 2020
I used to wait by the waters
Patiently waiting for the tides
Hoping it'd calm me like its daughter
But the symphony of the waves died

If I jump in maybe the gods will catch me
If I drown there maybe they've abandoned me
I just can't stand still waiting for my calling
All the while I'm internally falling

If my hope keeps me afloat then let it be
If my faith dies in the ocean then let it be
I'm not waiting on anyone to rescue me
I'm not leaping for someone to catch me
If I live then let it be
If I die then ...

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Reflection

February 3, 2020
Hello mirror, what is our reflection today
Hello sky why do we always question why

Is it cause we're searching
Always craving searching 
For reasons to keep breathing 
Why our hearts are beating 
In and out of grieving 
Never really seeing
Stop and start believing 
Always fucking needing 
Cryptic and deceiving 
What have we been eating 
Bullshit in the morning
Poison in the evening 
Questioning how we're living
How about how we're dying 

Hello mirror
What is our reflection today
Hello mirror
Are we hiding blind...

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Can I Tell You Something

February 1, 2020
Can I tell you something 
To you it may be nothing 
Just that it keeps unfolding
Fighting it but it's still growing
I'm left here always wondering
Calming my heart that's thundering 
Maybe you don't remember me
But the silence is slowly killing me

Oh no, I think I'm crazy, fixated 
Oh no, I think I need to be, sedated 
Oh no, I guess it's all a bit, complicated
Oh no, it's not what I'd, anticipated 

Can I tell you something
It may be nothing 
How can I be falling 
For someone so far away

So I push it all awa...

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Selfish Love

January 31, 2020
Sometimes the wind blows as if it knows
Storms brew inside then somehow I'm bleeding
Help me with all of these secrets I'm keeping 
Just trying to find a way to survive 

Oh when it's cold, it's cold, in this darkness I'm freezing
To simplify what you may find, I'm barely even breathing
Oh I wanna unwind, but truth is you never hear me speaking
I'm reaching goodbye, it's the searchlight in the clearing

There's no way around my selfish love
I want it all but I'm giving up
Keep me from numbing up
Even in f...

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As Time Goes By

November 27, 2019
Finding myself down memory lane
When the birds somehow knew my name
When it was easy to explain everything
And I could easily give myself away

Now the years they come and they go
Things are just simply fading away
I think I'm ok, yeah, I'm really ok, to say

It's neither a little bit easy or hard
Letting go of all the broken stars
They never really took me far
Holding on way too hard

When there's nothing left to say
It'll all fade away 
As time goes by, as time goes by
Is this goodbye, is this goodbye, good...

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About Me


Teresa I have a love for writing and reading. I created this website to share what goes on in this strange mind of mine and to express. I'm inspired by the imperfections in our world as those imperfections in humanity and life are what's real and true as well as beautiful. We all have our ups and downs and no matter how young or old we are, rich, poor, where we come from, our hearts beat the same and I think we all are on the same boat of striving for our dreams, love, happiness and hopefully compassion for one another. Thanks for visiting.

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