Riding The Boogy Oogy Train Of Life


Trigger Warning

November 3, 2022
Trigger warning
Should be placed in subtle thinking
When it's storming
The mind's like a lifeboat sinking

Trigger warning
Should be written on the mirror
When we're hurting
When nothing seems clearer

When it rains it pours
Trigger warning posted at our doors
Locked up in our emotions
Losing our faith and devotion 
No the world will never change
We're all a little deranged
We're all a little insane
But everything will stay the same
If none of us changes our ways

Trigger warning at our doors
How long do we suffer for
Pleading no more
But nothing changes till we get off the floor

Hunger station
Eating off of another's plate
Contemplating over every mistake
Blaming shouting retaliation
Never changing in our wake

It's like radiation
Killing the bad with the good erasing 
Demanding an explanation
When we're the ones pointing
At everyone but ourselves without changing 

Trigger warning
When we can't be ourselves
Blaming everyone else
Trigger warning
Should be placed in our fears
We're only drowning here
Trigger warning 

When it rains it pours
Trigger warning posted at our doors
Locked up in our emotions
Losing our faith and devotion 
No the world will never change
We're all a little deranged
We're all a little insane
But everything will stay the same
If none of us changes our ways

In our minds we fight the waves
Trying not to drown
Screaming but we're not making a sound
Little by little going under
Accepting the lie that it's fate

Where do we go from here
When we hide behind the label
Of turning a cheek hugging fear
When we're more than capable
To rise with each other
To stand together

Trigger warning
There's no difference in us
We all feel pain and bleed the same 
Come together and we'll make a change 
Changing the world building a better way

When it rains it pours
Trigger warning posted at our doors
Locked up in our emotions
Losing our faith and devotion 
No the world will never change
We're all a little deranged
We're all a little insane
But everything will stay the same
If none of us changes our ways

Where does the time go
Our selfish ways keep us alone
We're dying freezing in the cold
Until we stand up and go

Where does the time go
When our pain and ego collide
And the fires burn us alive 
When there's only dust left inside

Trigger warning
Should be ripped from our doors
Get up get off the floor
Only when we thrive for changing
Will the beauty of the world stand shining 
 

I Just Wanna Feel Your Love Tonight

November 1, 2022
The stars they shine tonight
The moonlight glows a perfect sight
If only you'd hold me instead of the pillow tonight
It would be the perfect kind of night

Down one down two let our insides go numb
Down three down four it's never enough
I don't wanna feel your rejection
Our clouded minds give a blurry reflection

Show me that you want me tonight
Kiss me from your deepest love inside
Hold me like you never wanna let go
I just wanna feel your love beyond words
I'll hold you and never let go
I just wanna feel ...

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The Addiction Grows

October 25, 2022
Look at the gray skies
Watch it crumble
Fallen tears from the skies
Digging deep under

Where does the time go
When the liquid burn sets fire to our souls
Oh the clarity it goes
Down another oh the addiction grows
Groooows
Groooows

Look in the mirror if I die tonight
Cuz the poison steals every bit of light
Oh the addiction grows
The addiction grows

The people around see the other side
Yea the liquid poison makes us blind
Oh we down another like water
Like it doesn't really matter
Going down under
I feel the thu...

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I'm Afraid

September 24, 2022
Moonlight shining down on me
My thoughts are racing endlessly
Oh the cold tingle down my throat
Just to put myself at ease

Oh the poison liquid changes us
Into careless beings
Oh the liquid burns down our throats
We forget to see

Oh maybe I'm afraid when you're lost
Comforted by the endless drink
Oh maybe I'm afraid when you're numb
That you'll let go and let me sink

Cuz it's you and me in this life we breathe
In my heart believes we're succeed

But I'm afraid
I'm afraid

Don't forget me when you're gone
Don't ...

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Maybe it's a Sign

June 19, 2022
Hello death why do you disturb my sleep
With haunting memories I don't wanna see
And why is it when I'm always alone
That I'm waking in the heat feeling cold
These vivid dreams are a horror show
Maybe if they lived they would've known

Life seems to take away the broken souls
Who have fought so hard to breathe
Until the kindhearted souls die to flee
Leaving us behind in the shadows of grief

Maybe it's a sign telling us to live
Maybe it's a sign reminding life's a gift
Cherish the ones we love who live
We c...

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Maybe it's Time I Change My Ways

June 19, 2022
Can it rain if the skies aren't gray
Somehow I'm empty at the end of the day
Oh I'm afraid to loose it all
I'm afraid to be left with nothing at all.

Maybe I numb my day's out
By every sip I swallow without doubt
That somehow I'll feel alright
Somehow I'll feel alright

So if the burn takes the day away
I can hide I wasn't really ok
No one will know that I was weak
No one will be able to speak

So I'll drown into my boredom and sorrows
Like there's no life to live tomorrow
Just sitting here wasting away
And I...

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Maybe We're All Going Under

May 14, 2022
Upon my skin I feel the rain coming down
I can feel the thunder from deep under
As the lightning strikes the ground
Maybe we're all going under

Oh this could be Earth's sabotage
Human destruction and all its pain
Oh this could be human waste and shame
Maybe we're all going under

Maybe the fires burning the trees
Are made from egos and greed
And we're lying to ourselves
If we deny any part of it ourself

Upon my skin I feel the rain coming down
I can feel the thunder from deep under
As the lightning strikes ...

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The Skies They Cry

February 23, 2022
Here we fall asleep to the thunder and rain
As it cries against the window pane
After the burn has numbed our throats
After the memories are lost

Oh it's easy to smile upon the day
As if we're giving it all away
But at the end of the day
The liquid stains the present away

Oh I'll live each day like it's my last
But if I wake up and you're not there
I'll have died along with you
For my heart is carried with you
And I'll shatter like glass
Cuz without you there's darkness everywhere

Oh the skies they cry
As t...

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The Heavens Are Crying

February 2, 2022
There's no embers in the skies tonight
No warmth in the chill dead of night
Oh the heavens begin to cry
Oh the birds, they're losing flight

The winds send the trees dancing
The flowers begin their wilting
Oh the petals blacken before falling
The grounds are slowly dying

Oh the heavens, oh they cry
Oh the birds, they're losing flight
But if we learn nothing at all
It's our downfalls that make us strong
Gotta die a little to survive
Ride a little to get by
Keep on going until you get it right
Love through lif...

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Here We Are

January 12, 2022

I used to wish on shooting stars

Blow dandelion seeds into the wind

Wishing for a home that always felt so far

Feeling like I could never win


But then there you were one day

As if gravity pulled us together

The gray clouds finally drifted away

Through your eyes I saw more


So here we are

Where love melts our hearts together

Oh I could love you forever

So here we are

Where our hearts beat together

Making us stronger than ever

Here we are

Here we are

I found my home in you

In the love of you


Across the meadows, w...


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About Me


Teresa I have a love for writing and reading. I created this website to share what goes on in this strange mind of mine and to express. I'm inspired by the imperfections in our world as those imperfections in humanity and life are what's real and true as well as beautiful. We all have our ups and downs and no matter how young or old we are, rich, poor, where we come from, our hearts beat the same and I think we all are on the same boat of striving for our dreams, love, happiness and hopefully compassion for one another. Thanks for visiting.

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